After 3 years of an unpleasant relationship, this is the first time that I'll be celebrating events like this year's Chinese New Year as a single guy...
I'm not saying that I'm alone, I have a great family and friends to hang out with but I still feel somehow... empty...
This is a void that my family and friends could not fill in. I'm back to being the miserable guy I was more than 3 years ago... Yearning for companionship, true love and all that... My heart aches and I can't tell why... I get mood swings... I felt pathetic...
Some of my friends are even starting their own relationships and it makes me feel even more moody...
I needed to do something and luckily a friend called, and he's asking me out... It's the usual meet up with my primary school friends and maybe this could clear my head... Or so I thought...
My old friends were asking about my recent break up, and as I explained I was thinking about what a joke my previous relationship was... I was pouring out my love and affection as much as I could but I was treated like grass... Heh... The story of my life... Always taken advantage of...
Darn, another 2 weeks and I'll be going through Valentine's Day as a single guy for the first time in 3 years... Better think of something to do... Or else I'm going to get emotional again...
Saturday, January 31, 2009
What I'm Feeling Right Now
Posted by Bryan C at 12:39 AM
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2 comments:
Hey Bryan,
Happy Chinese Niu Year and Happy Valentine!
Do not fret of being alone in celebarting these occasions alone. You still have love and affections from family and frieds.
I won't be able to celebrate my V-day too. Got damn exam the day before and ko-k on sat. Let's celebrate it with our friends and roommate/s =P
Looks like someone is afraid of loneliness at V day lol. Its all right for me cos I've stacked up my beer and vodka supply :)
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